Should I have sex with Charles Manson?
I think the answer is clearly yes.
So, I'm not sure if it's my drug usage, heredity, or current life events, but I am developing some serious aggression issues. I feel like Chester the Court Jester.
It could be that my constant lack of sobriety is just making me cranky, or that my father's side of the family is finally reflecting in my personality, or just the fact that one of my life's major stressors has dissipated. I probably live for instability, which indicates the latter cause being responsible for my incessant, severe anger.
All I know is that I need to calm the fuck down, and that I want to go to Austin this weekend. If I go, we should go to a party and all get laid. Woo college!
I've really always wanted to be date raped at a frat party, as long as I don't get an STD or pregnant from it. Hopefully date rapist frat boys embrace condoms.
It's really too bad this bloggity o'blag doesn't have privacy settings!
OKAY SO ALL OF THAT WAS MY ORIGINAL POST BUT THEN I STARTED LOOKING AT MY OLDER ENTRIES AND FOUND
THIS SURVEY AND NOW I'M GOING TO DO IT AGAIN BECAUSE MY LIFE IS SUPER DIFFERENT AND I WAS PRETTY IN LOVE THEN AND NOW I'M QUITE THE OPPOSITE.
Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?
No, thank god. Well, maybe a girlfriend.
How many texts are in your inbox?
I don't even know how to tell on my iPhone! I don't even have an inbox, per se.
When did your last hug take place?
I probably hugged someone yesterday somewhere, but maybe not. Actually I think it was Sunday morning, and it was AWKWARD and the person was wearing tighty-whiteys and nothing else. LOL!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom, this morning.
Name one person who is the most like you?
I have lots in common with all of my friends.
Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
HA! No fucking way.
When was the last time you smiled?
I smiled when I was reading my old answers because I remember being genuinely happy then.
Does anyone like you as more than a friend?
Yeah.
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Well, at midnight I was with Lily and Charles Manson/Hitler, so I probably talked to them. I woke up today to the phone call from my mother, however.
Are you a forgiving person?
No, and I haven't been for a while.
What is something you really want right now?
Sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex. Oh, and to not fail school. Oh, and to move away. Oh, and my closest friends to live near me.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
I stayed out until 2 or so and probably went to bed around 3. I was hanging out with my aforementioned friends doing illicit things together, but then I realized I needed to go home because I had to go to school today.
If you could move some where else, would you?
Yes. I would rather live in Italy, England, Switzerland, Austin, Dallas, New Orleans, New York, or even somewhere even more cliché like Portland or Seattle or San Francisco.
Do you prefer to call or text?
I prefer calling everyone I know well, and texting people I don't know well, but I'm constantly texting anyway.
When is the next time you will hug someone?
Maybe today.
What are you doing this coming week?
Hopefully going to Austin or Dallas this weekend, and going to school for the rest of it.
Do you have any fun plans for today?
I might go to the coffee shop.
Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
Who the fuck doesn't? This question is fucking dumb.
Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
No. I'm the most important.
Who was the last person to buy you jewelry?
Myself.
What did you do today?
FAILED AT LIFE AND ATE TOO MUCH FOOD
What happened over the last two weeks?
I don't remember because I've been so fucked up. Not even kidding. I think I've had fun, though.
What'd you have for dinner?
I skipped dinner because I ate at 3, then I munched the fuck out on a taquito and onion rings because I HATE MY BODY.
What's one thing you can't wait to do?
Leave.
How many tattoos do you have?
I'm going to get a 666 tattoo and no one can stop me.
Ever kissed your number 7 on MySpace?
WHAT'S MYSPACE?
Last person you told a secret to?
Caroline?
Status of you and the person you last kissed?
He's trying to fuck me, and I don't want any bit of that. I don't even think that kissing counted as kissing; it was more like resisting. I haven't had a kiss that I didn't resist at least a little in so long because I am frigid, and I hate everyone, and I'm a homophobe. People are always trying to kiss me at parties. My life is weird.
What are you listening to at the moment?
"Rococo" by Arcade Fire, a song on the album "Arcade Fire" by the band The Suburbs.
Who did you last get into a big argument with?
Probably my mom because I have regressed into being a high schooler.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, whatthefuckever.
If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be ?
This question makes me feel sick.
When will your next kiss be?
SOON PROBABLY
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
I have so many friends to rely on, and I am really thankful for that.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Sleeping.
What was the last thing you hid?
A baggy in my pocket, just an hour or two ago. Eeheeeheee.
What are you excited about?
Summer.
How do you make your money?
Stripping.
Are you wearing make-up?
I have the remnants of yesterday's eyeliner around my eyes.
AND OF COURSE THIS ANSWER IS STILL ABSOLUTELY TRUE TO THIS DAY.
Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Yes, and I like it, but I still wish it was black-black rather than brownish-black.
What was your first thought when you looked into the mirror this morning?
"Wash your face."
What happened at 10AM this morning?
I seriously woke up today and felt the tension in my back and it hurt so badly, so erm, that's funny, considering my last answer. Also I realized that it was time to leave for school so I cursed myself and went back to sleep.
7 output(s) / input
- Feeling: iron-y
- Hearing: satellite receiver sounds
Okay, this thing is really hard to keep up with. I don't have much to talk about and stuff and I no longer make really cool paint graphics so WHAT SHOULD I BLOG ABOUT?!?!
Time to look for trending topics on Google.
Hot topics right now:
1. cholera
2. pancreatic cancer
3.-9. boring stuff
10. firesheep
The hot searches are equally mundane. I decided to look up Ebola, and I found this article: http://www.wtopnews.com/?nid=106&sid=1968537
That gives me hope for humanity because after reading The Hot Zone yesterday I was convinced that Ebola would mutate and would be able to spread rapidly through the respiratory system and whatnot and that we were only a couple of years from being annihilated by EBOLAAA. I was particularly afraid of Ebola in the fourth grade whenever my science teacher explained to us the devastating effects of it and the whole imminent bloody death thing once infected. Also I really don't want my intestines liquefied and then evacuated through my rectum while I am still alive. Yiiiikes. Yeesh. Zoinks!
I think cholera is hilarious though. Maybe it's because I always get the name mixed up with chimeras.
Fuck yeah.
- Feeling: crusty
- Hearing: phone twinkle tinkle
- ♥ U
I think Caroline's visit last weekend gave me an illness from lack of sleep. It is just a mild illness, but still one that requires me to use tissues on my slightly sore nose. Speaking of my nose, I got it pierced as you readers know, and now I look like this now on a camera phone when I do not wash my face and get out of class and using Photobucket editor washes out the color in my face and with HOT graphics:
Oh yes. Now I call to you, friends, to get piercings and funny hair colors so that we may all start a gang to terrorize Texas. We can prey on Tea Partiers or something. Or rape and pillage small Texas towns. I want to live an alternative lifestyle from now on!
HUZZZAAAAAAH
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